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K O A N   L O A F
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 s o l d  p o e m
—— b y ——
 LIAM HAWRY



















“It's a good bad idea.”
                 —Santa Claus


























ooh.
That thought.
To even think.
To even have.
That thought.
To let seep in.
To really look.
That thought.
We actually—
end.






























    Flawed Off   
Silly Inconsistent
Loud Unpredictable
  Strange Impractical  
   Tiresome Insufficient
       Irksome Insignificant
     Tedious Deficient
       Odd Infuriating
        Sad Uncertain
Glorious      
Humans           






























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company  cramped
community    clique
collaborate     clash
collective       chaos
comity           crowd
closer            closed
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                                                         the trees
                                      are angry wailing
              with so many shed
          already those few still left   
here remaining have seen  
just about enough this storm
is really something more      
as if the message             
being yelled a new      
aggression from    
these              
gentle               
giant                   
beasts                   
our old                    
friends                    
flailing                   
furious                
the trees            




























Physics
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Geography
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Biology
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Psychology
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Economy
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Hamburger
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Free Will
































endangerment
to ensnarement
to enhancement
to encroachment
to enthronement
to enlightenment
to enslavement   
to entanglement
to entrenchment
to entertainment
to estrangement
to enragement
to entropy— or
engagement to
entreatment to
enjoinment to
enjoyment to
enrollment to
enactment to
enrichment to
enlivenment to
environment to
end or to endure
the entirety of man
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I  N E E D M O R E C L A R I T Y ?
W A I T W H I C H C L A R I T Y ?
H O W W H E R E C L A R I T Y ?
W H E N W H A T C L A R I T Y ?
W O U L D Y O U C L A R I F Y ?
W H Y I N E E D C L A R I T Y ? 
O R I S M O R E C L A R I T Y ? 
J U S T Y O U R C L A R I T Y ?  



























  info : infer
  plan : prep  
  debt : doubt
   relax : release
  violet : violent
   worry : wonder
avoid : a void
   agree : concede
  collect : connect
  comply : commit  
   political : positional
perceive : receive   
complain : explain    
loneliness : solitude    
mothering : othering    
monogamy : monotony  
complacent : complicit    
compliment : opposite    
skepticism : cynicism   
   defensive : defended   
solidarity : solidity   
mitigate : navigate
adopt : adapt
    react : respond
  nerve : energy
   think : listen  
      pain : anguish
     fear : caution
  rule : norm
wild : free
  luv : love
  try : pry
  to : at  





























  .

   Three sweet miles of life
   Just fifteen-thousand feet 
   This sliver living in the night
   Beyond we’re all dead-meat
   Out to grab the milk and eggs
   Black boundless sky reminding
   Three miles up all tree lines end
   This wind we swim surrounds me
   Dig down much the ground's wet
   Sweet life’s squeezed in between
   Out on our lost and mossy speck
   Blessed breathe thin film unseen
   Turn in to park slow crackle stop
   Shut down sit back and breathe
   Six minutes up is close to home
   Three miles should life to leave
   Three miraculous miles to live
    We manage feeling cheated






























      dim-white                      black-bright
squint-blind                   dark-mind
  cream-odd                 grey-flock 
sun-under               earth-up
  light-hide             night-life
pure-poor            rich-soil 
     dull-dry          oil-shine
  page-blank         ink-think   
    pale-lull        color-full
    kill-bleach       mud-clean
     steel-stolen      wood-grown
     cloud-steam      brown-dream
        haze-lazy     shade-safety
  danger-day    cover-cozy
   columns-rows    complex-coral
    northern-further   southern-central
  reflect-neglect  absorb-retain
       even-eden  same-shame
  white-see black-me






























eaten 
and eaten   
meat plants    
produce meat     
produce plants      
produce plants        
plants produce       
people consume     
peopled lands    
plan a plant   
peak   
plant
meat
______________ man _______________   




























speed hunt need lust                     
                                  leaves listen
scream cut bleed sup                     
                                  trees dream
seek crush cheat run                     
                                  plants laugh
shriek love please us                     
                                  earth awaits


























#iLone — #iLost
#iLame — #iLess
#iSore  —  #iSob
#iSell — #iStress
#iShun — #iShut
#iShame  #iShell
#iFear  —  #iFail
#iFreak — #iFret
#iFrail  —  #iFelt
#iPhone  #iFlesh




























#hashtaggrabbag
#findmindlikemine
#lifestyledtimeline
#hidemycriedeyes
#sideswiperightby
#luvlife #triesbye
#ifile #mytyped
#onlyne #litelie
#wifinightlifes
#wwwaiting



























Mazel tov fantastic damage
Floss on gum a savage ravage
Boss to bum a trashed advantage
Glad to pass that task have handled
Baggage tag says craft crash landed
Cabbage patch abandoned plant kid
Tragic sad bad habits damned bliss
Clammed to rapt imagined rabbits
Land grab yeah transact battalion
Anthrax lab spat family managed
Stand to chat gigantic challenge
Ham to wrap a plastic sandwich






























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* has all the money





























   Smile—
for the everyone,
everywhere, always
on, unfriendly, seeing
you, context free, for
ever, unblinking
  camera!































Flip-Flop        
         Flip-Flop
Flip-Flop        
         Flip-Flop
simple stories
start and end
pitter pattern
found a trend
heart beating
made believe
world created
seen perceive
hear not listen
humans cheat
truth omission
ears deceived
lonely feelings
need out loud
equal footings
repeat sounds
Flip-Flip        
         Flip-Flip
Flip-Flip        
         Flip-Flip




























nly t mn fr me
bsh tth irrglrly
nvr nyd t mch
nvr sty fr lnch
lnr nt lnly lv-b
        —MxMn




























(|)   (|)   (|)   (|)   (|)   (|)
= = = = = = = = = = =
What no feathers tonight?
Why not headdress pilgrim?
White shirt jacket tie on huh?
With buckled leather boots on?
Wools pulled over cozy cottons?
While you wonder who redresses?
World fills in with this transgression




























—poverty is policies
—centuries' cement
—parallel pandemics
—web entanglement
—clutch conservative
—industrious revolts
—starvation sanction
—under funded love
—no hungry holiday
—many money men































     gotta have a hook                                          
       we really want a hook                              
          the people need a hook                     
            that backward facing hook           
               not a long pointy wedge hook
                        not a choose a new way in hook
               the little backward barb hook
            the hard part is done hook            
          the value claiming hook                     
       that part I will pay for                              
     go get me a hook                                           






























|
\                                 /
how many
lightbulbs does
>         it take to change?          <
when will I ever be
finished with me?
how many times
will I need to
remember
to simply
begin to
listen to
me?





























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W         A         R         N         I         N        G
   IMAYNOTBEPERFECTLYCOHERENT   































%#%#%#%#%#%#%#%#%#%#%
desktop trashcans can’t be trashed
start to end with prompt commands
on laptop crotch got so hot crashed
password access to passwords app
qwerty still works slowed your hand
updates bugs fix yet still can't stand
%#%#%#%#%#%#%#%#%#%#%



























<><><><><><><>
heroic      apocalyptic
saintly    unforgivable
altruistic    demented
wonderful      heinous
generous    egregious
applicable      flagrant
suitable     accidental
enough    acceptable
whatever    whatever
<><><><><><><>





























!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
face to face with baselessness
blindsided by shortsightedness
bombardments of conspiracies
confirming preconceived belief
facts meaningless coincidence
colludes with superstitiousness
repeats with ignored ignorance
pernicious wills dissents persist
no use diffusing short fuse fists
won't observe obvious obviates
our civil discourse civics missed
its courteous conscientiousness
displaced by simple sentiments
no givers take block hate forbid
can we be kind with once to live
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




























Independent
Independents
Independence!
It depends gents
In deep end sent
If seen steps ant
Zilch repentant
Biz excelled at
Billions vested
₽ ¥ € $ ¢ £ ₩



























Mx Mn hr agn
nt chtcht t tsk
pls mv yr van
wy? rm t unld
gt d yrly trk ld
        —MxMn




























Do minds require quantum mechanics?
Can co-location explain human antics?
Must all direction traject from an axis?
Or may dimension be hiding inside us
We know synapse are only reactions
but our sums may be only a fraction
some overlooked oversimplification
of upwards flat-land contemplation
tree/library missed miscalculation
not counting sensations of bacon
a special vector the imagination!
If counting as we would a mass
would an exponential expanse
of thought potentials expand
the universe we understand
as subatomically speaking
combinations got freaky
adding up all thoughts
might possibly ought
to get meaning to
  actually matter.



























Just killin’ it
destroyin’ it
murderin’ it
slammin’ it
smashin’ it
whippin’ it
stabbin’ it
bashin’ it
beatin’ it
slayin’ it
killin’ life
to death























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P O E M
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—sold poem home—